Caity Louise

Never win first place, I don't support the team
I can't take direction, and my socks are never
Clean.
Teachers dated me, my parents hated me,
I was always in a fight coz I cant do nothin'
Right.

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror,
I cant take the person starin' back at me,
I'm a hazard to myself.

Don't let me get me,
I'm my own worst enemy.
It's bad when you annoy yourself,
So irritating,
Don't wanna be my friend no more,
I wanna be somebody else.

I wanna be somebody else, yeah.

La told me, you'll be a pop star,
All you have to change is everything you are.
Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears,
She's so pretty, that just ain't me.

Doctor, doctor, won't you please prescribe me
Somethin'?
A day in the life of someone else?
Coz I'm a hazard to myself.

Don't let me get me,
I'm my own worst enemy.
It's bad when you annoy yourself,
So irritating,
Don't wanna be my friend no more,
I wanna be somebody else.

Don't let me get me,
I'm my own worst enemy.
It's bad when you annoy yourself,
So irritating.
Don't wanna be my friend no more,
I wanna be somebody else.

Doctor, doctor, wont you please prescribe me
Somethin'?
A day in the life of someone else?
Don't let me get me.

Don't let me get me,
I'm my own worst enemy.
It's bad when you annoy yourself,
So irritating.
Don't wanna be my friend no more,
I wanna be somebody else.

I took the Polaroid down in my room
I'm pretty sure you have a new girlfriend
it's not as if I don't like you
it just makes me sad whenever I see it
cuz I like to be gone most of the time
and you like to be home most of the time
if I stay in one place I lose my mind
I'm a pretty impossible lady to be with

Joey never met a bike that he didn't wanna ride
and I never met a Toby that I didn't like
Scotty liked all of the books that I recommended
even if he didn't I wouldn't be offended

I had a dream that had to drive to Madison
to deliver a painting for some silly reason
I took a wrong turn and ended up in Michigan
Paul Baribeau took me to the giant tire swing
gave me a push and he started singing
I sang along while I was swinging
the sound of our voices made us forget everything
that had ever hurt our feelings

Joey never met a bike that he didn't wanna ride
and I never met a Toby that I didn't like
Scotty liked all of the books that I recommended
even if he didn't I wouldn't be offended
wouldn't be offended

now I'm home for less than twenty-four hours
that's hardly time to take a shower
hug my family and take your picture off the wall
check my email write a song and make a few phone calls
before it's time to leave again
I've got one hand on the steering wheel
one waving out the window
if I'm a spinster for the rest of my life
my arms will keep me warm on cold and lonely nights

Joey never met a bike that he didn't wanna ride
and I never met a Toby that I didn't like
Scotty liked all of the books that I recommended
even if he didn't I wouldn't be offended........
wouldnt be offended.......even if he didnt i wouldnt be offended

life is going  so well. i am so happy right now.

Bah. Worst dream. No-one liked me anymore or wanted anything to do with me. RAGHHHHHHHH

so. about to start year 11. 
physics
math methods
literature
politics
chemistry
legal studies



med school or global arts ??

"There Is No Future
There Is No Past
I Live This Moment
As My Last
There's Only Us
There's Only This
Forget Regret
Or Life Is Yours To Miss
No Other Road
No Other Way
No Day But Today"

i really like this song. it's from Rent. I watched it at Sandra's... it's a musical about aids and drugs and stuff.. it's really sad.
 



new years resolutions:
to be organised
to be good
to be HAPPY 

"maybe some people aren't
meant to be in our lives forever.
maybe some are just passing
through to teach us a lesson."

Bah! Why can't you just say how you feel?

Yesterday I caught up with Rochelle. We had pasta. It was really nice to see her again.
Today I met Sandra for lunch and we ran into Hannah. We watched Black Books. It was wonderful. 
Brianna then joined us. Good times.
Love Caitlin.

I think i'll start posting more on here.