Caity Louise

don't let me get me

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 05:59:31 GMT

Never win first place, I don't support the team
I can't take direction, and my socks are never
Clean.
Teachers dated me, my parents hated me,
I was always in a fight coz I cant do nothin'
Right.

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror,
I cant take the person starin' back at me,
I'm a hazard to myself.

Don't let me get me,
I'm my own worst enemy.
It's bad when you annoy yourself,
So irritating,
Don't wanna be my friend no more,
I wanna be somebody else.

I wanna be somebody else, yeah.

La told me, you'll be a pop star,
All you have to change is everything you are.
Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears,
She's so pretty, that just ain't me.

Doctor, doctor, won't you please prescribe me
Somethin'?
A day in the life of someone else?
Coz I'm a hazard to myself.

Don't let me get me,
I'm my own worst enemy.
It's bad when you annoy yourself,
So irritating,
Don't wanna be my friend no more,
I wanna be somebody else.

Don't let me get me,
I'm my own worst enemy.
It's bad when you annoy yourself,
So irritating.
Don't wanna be my friend no more,
I wanna be somebody else.

Doctor, doctor, wont you please prescribe me
Somethin'?
A day in the life of someone else?
Don't let me get me.

Don't let me get me,
I'm my own worst enemy.
It's bad when you annoy yourself,
So irritating.
Don't wanna be my friend no more,
I wanna be somebody else.

tyre swing

Mon, 18 Feb 2008 11:02:55 GMT

I took the Polaroid down in my room
I'm pretty sure you have a new girlfriend
it's not as if I don't like you
it just makes me sad whenever I see it
cuz I like to be gone most of the time
and you like to be home most of the time
if I stay in one place I lose my mind
I'm a pretty impossible lady to be with

Joey never met a bike that he didn't wanna ride
and I never met a Toby that I didn't like
Scotty liked all of the books that I recommended
even if he didn't I wouldn't be offended

I had a dream that had to drive to Madison
to deliver a painting for some silly reason
I took a wrong turn and ended up in Michigan
Paul Baribeau took me to the giant tire swing
gave me a push and he started singing
I sang along while I was swinging
the sound of our voices made us forget everything
that had ever hurt our feelings

Joey never met a bike that he didn't wanna ride
and I never met a Toby that I didn't like
Scotty liked all of the books that I recommended
even if he didn't I wouldn't be offended
wouldn't be offended

now I'm home for less than twenty-four hours
that's hardly time to take a shower
hug my family and take your picture off the wall
check my email write a song and make a few phone calls
before it's time to leave again
I've got one hand on the steering wheel
one waving out the window
if I'm a spinster for the rest of my life
my arms will keep me warm on cold and lonely nights

Joey never met a bike that he didn't wanna ride
and I never met a Toby that I didn't like
Scotty liked all of the books that I recommended
even if he didn't I wouldn't be offended........
wouldnt be offended.......even if he didnt i wouldnt be offended

Mon, 11 Feb 2008 11:59:39 GMT

life is going so well. i am so happy right now.

Mon, 21 Jan 2008 00:44:08 GMT

Bah. Worst dream. No-one liked me anymore or wanted anything to do with me. RAGHHHHHHHH

Thu, 17 Jan 2008 07:29:21 GMT

so. about to start year 11.
physics
math methods
literature
politics
chemistry
legal studies

med school or global arts ??

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 12:04:06 GMT

"There Is No Future
There Is No Past
I Live This Moment
As My Last
There's Only Us
There's Only This
Forget Regret
Or Life Is Yours To Miss
No Other Road
No Other Way
No Day But Today"

i really like this song. it's from Rent. I watched it at Sandra's... it's a musical about aids and drugs and stuff.. it's really sad.

new years resolutions:
to be organised
to be good
to be HAPPY

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 08:59:05 GMT

"maybe some people aren't
meant to be in our lives forever.
maybe some are just passing
through to teach us a lesson."

To everyone :)

Thu, 03 Jan 2008 11:16:00 GMT

Bah! Why can't you just say how you feel?

Revisiting the Past.

Thu, 03 Jan 2008 09:20:31 GMT

Yesterday I caught up with Rochelle. We had pasta. It was really nice to see her again.
Today I met Sandra for lunch and we ran into Hannah. We watched Black Books. It was wonderful.
Brianna then joined us. Good times.
Love Caitlin.

Hmm.

Wed, 02 Jan 2008 10:29:35 GMT

I think i'll start posting more on here.

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 09:42:19 GMT

I would like you (if anyone ever actually reads this) to consider this thought. Every single human being has feelings- every human thinks differently and will react to certain situations differently. This has been evident throughout the ages; from Mao, Trotsky, Mother Teresa, Britney Spears, Tolstoy, to you and me, it is clear that no-one thinks the same and we thus can’t say, “I didn’t hurt you”, or “you put this upon yourself” because that is looking from only one perspective.
What human puts problems upon themselves? None, because anything they may incite onto themselves will have been spurred by someone else’s actions.

That is the way life is. Every human is fragile.

Hmm.... ?

Okay, you did nothing to make anyone else upset… right? So why are they upset? Because something you have done has spurred these feelings. As people we need to be aware both socially and morally that everything we do will have some effect on someone else. You can go around all you want, saying you haven’t done anything to hurt anyone, but that doesn’t mean it will become gospel truth. The day you realise that, yes, you may have hurt others, is the day that you can begin to realise that there is far more to this than a simple, “it isn't my fault!".

I'm so sick of bitchy high school fights. Girls backstabbing each other, spreading rumours and excluding others. It is all so petty.

make me feel tiny if it makes you feel tall....

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 08:15:24 GMT

You know, I often wonder how people can justify being so mean to others.
I simply cannot comprehend it.
I don’t see how someone could just walk up to you and say something so mean, or give a dirty look after you’ve said ‘hello!’ (as a nice person would). I wonder whether these people ever think about what the effect might be on the other person.
Do they realise this person has a life, which probably isn’t perfect? Do they ever think that when they said that mean comment, the victim may have just found out really bad news, may have just failed an important outcome, may have insomnia… the list just goes on, and on, and on.
The lack of etiquette today disgusts me.
No, I don’t mean saying ‘please’ or ‘thank-you’. I mean saying ‘hello’ to someone who has politely greeted you.
Since when is it acceptable to give someone a dirty look after they said ‘hey’ to you?
What saddens me so much is that it just seems normal these days. It has become acceptable throughout my generation that we can simply discard others feelings. I wonder, if the rude person ever thought, ‘oh wait, maybe when I was so mean, that person could have just had a really, really bad day, and I pushed them over the edge’?
I wonder if they ever think, maybe this person is so quiet or disoriented because they never sleep anymore, no matter what the reason be.
I wonder if they ever think, ‘okay, so maybe this person has just had a really bad week and I’d probably just made it even worse.’
It just really, really gets on my nerves. I can't stand the way people can completely disregard others feelings- what is the point?
What are you going to benefit through ruining someone’s day?